forget him

haihh. today krusus okayyyy... 2nd day at Langkawi; feeling good, but still my heart, not! i don't know why, the more i try to forget him, the more i think about him. Does he feels the same?? i don't want him back. Really i don't but its just so hard to forget him. damn! God why must i feel this way? i can't do anything, all the time my head is haunted by him. I don't have any strength to move on. Why, whyy me?? i hate this feeling. Its killing me. Its really killing me. I wanna live happy. I meet so many friends, but still i can't heal myself. Why i am sooo weakk?? im not like this before. Why? God pls help me. Im stuck! I can't go any where